My son is home schooled senior, and behind in Math. I cant find anyone affordable to tutor him. I'm a single parent, with tons of bills, and no help monetarily from his dad. He wants to go to college, and I feel like a failure because I cant afford tutors. I haven't had any high school algebra, geometry, ect, so I cant help. I feel alone in this world. No one in my family will help either. I wanted to find a church to go to, but I feel too embarrassed that I don't have nice clothes,and I am very much overweight. My weight makes me feel embarrassed in public. I cant get the courage to find a church. A person at work that I thought was my friend is talking bad about me and getting other people to believe her lies. It makes work very stressful. The boss is believing her now,and he is going to have me learn a new job next week (all because of her trouble making). This is very stressful. I am happy with my current job. Please pray that I wont have to learn a new job next week. Please pray that I can sleep at night. I don't sleep well. Please pray for my relationship with my mom. If I don't do what she wants me to do, when she wants it done, she gets mad at me. We aren't talking to each other. Please pray that God will send me a Christian "help mate" in life. A man that puts God first in his life, will be faithful, will be responsible, trustworthy, and love me as much as I would him. We could pray together and have a spiritual bond. I'm getting older. I'm tired of doing life.