My name is Wendy, I am 23 years old. I have a son that is turning four here pretty soon. I have been in a relationship with the father of my child for about 6 years on and off the most we havent been together in that time was only about a month. We are not married and I have been walking my journey with God for about 3 years now, a little after i had my son. All throughout my years with the father of my child there has always been infidelities, that led to no trust, always been disrespect, never been really happy or a joyful relationship. Within the years it has gotten better, but there is constant repetions of those actions still in our relationship. One of the things that i have decided to change walking with God even having a child already is becoming abstinent becasue we are not married. I know it was hard on the father of my child, but i felt that was the right thing to. He believes in God and his son and I know he knows that Gods ways is the right way, but his actions and his way of life are still his own and not Gods. This is where i get confused because i dont know what to do. I need prayers for my clarity. I know God says not to give up on myself and people and always support each other, and I have faith that he is going to change one day. But at the same time I hear from pastors and preachings to let go of things that dont bring or support me with my walk with God. Please anyone give me wisdom.