Please pray for me. I dont even know where to start. My fiance wont quit drinking, I told him I wont marry him until he does, he doesnt quit. He goes to church drunk, but at least he goes to church. But it embarrasses me so much. He sometimes makes loud comments in church. He wanted to get baptized this weekend, but fortunately it didnt work out, and i'm glad because he was drunk..It so embarassing! I'm so sick of his drinking. We bought a house together, and I cant make it without his income. I just wanted a place for my grandkids to have room to run and play, and my family to have a place to come for holiday dinners. I know it was probably dumb to buy a house before getting married, but I didnt want to rush into marriage, I wanted him to quit drinking first. My son is going to go back to college next Fall. I am having a really hard time updating some of the information I need to submit for his student aid. None of the passwords or email addresses are working, and its frustrating, i'm in tears over it. I cant get into this important website to update this info for his student aid. Also, please pray I can quit worrying about my son. I know hes a good person, stays out of trouble, hes 19yrs old now, but i worry about him when he goes places. He never tells me where he goes or who hes with. Maybe i just need prayer as to how to "let go".
and my weight, I cant get motivated to lose, and I need to so badly for my health...Thank you for your prayers